I recently just noticed that the month of march is where all the magic and the awakening happens. In other … More
Something strange is happening to me lately. Something is happening inside. You might not want to believe it but here it goes
January So much for the resolution thingy. I don’t want to be bothered by that because change doesn’t happen overnight … More
the only people for me are the mad ones. the ones who are mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time. the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing. but burn, burn, burn like fabulous roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars.
– jack kerouac
Vorfreude: (n.) the joyful, intense anticipation that comes from imagining future pleasures.
If I am to be asked here and now, what I would do if someone I love dies at this very moment? I’d say I would still feel, react and grieve like a child, they way I did when my father died. I will never get used to the feeling of loosing someone permanently.
Who are you? Reveal yourself to me. I crave for my own strong love but I’m afraid of wanting something I know I may never get. With this how can I settle for less?
“Teach me how to be brave when you stare straight into my eyes, and I must fight the urge to turn away, to look left, down, right. Tell me how to believe. How to believe in constellations, in seasons, in you, in the future, and mostly, in me.” @Victoria Erickson
” The grass is not greener on the other side of the fence. The grass is greener where you water it.”
See, I have always find relief in seclusion. Even as a child, being all by myself was never considered a threat. In fact, it was a splurge.